Love

I feel love in my veins...like the blood within me...it sustains me...is me...I know of so much beauty, light, grace, mercy, blessings, which are bestowed upon me every moment of every days...thoughts are for paupers of the poor in mind...I am more wise when I have no thoughts...wisdom is knowing...Love is knowing...and I know him so well that I hold fast to this knowing...even though he is not yet here- he is because I love him.

CHANGE

I am ready to make some changes in my life beginning right now. Many miracles have already manifested for me and I feel very hopeful and feel that I have heavens full support in becoming an ever improving individual. Self discipline is self gratifying and it is time. Time to be what I know I am and cleave the wood ever more. To reveal the innermost piece that is me.

Time to walk the path. Today is 1/11/10 this is a special number January 11th 2010 the date where I've made the conscious decision to turn my life over yet again from the place which I now stand. Turning it over that I may access a new part of me. Just like I did on September 19th 2004. Now I'm ready to dig deeper no matter how painful it may seemingly be. Because I know of the fruits.

I'm ready and willing.

Speaking to Stars

I've begun a relationship with the Stars as of late.  One night I came home from watching the movie 2012 and upon getting out of the car I looked up.  There was a particular star twinkling just a bit more than usual.  I stood there with my head up in awe.  My mother and brother asked what I was doing as they were going in the house.  I said, "I am talking to the stars..a star," as my eyes and head remained fixated upon this special star.  

My brother told me to sit on the grass as he knows how I am.  Sure enough I sit on the grass and the conversation became more intense- between this star and I.  One day I will attempt to fully describe as humanly possible this wondrous experience.  For today the facts.  How does one communicate with Stars?  Well in a linear sense- TELEPATHICALLY, however it is much better than that. 

Main Entry: te·lep·a·thy 

Pronunciation: \tə-ˈle-pə-thē\

Function: noun

Date: 1882

: communication from one mind to another by extrasensory means.

http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/telepathically

Stars know so much more and are much more AWARE of their complete divinity- all of it.  Well that communication with them moves me so.  They showed me a great vision and it brought me to tears.  This is how I know it was real.  

And well ever since- 2-3 x's thus far I have ventured outside in the night to sit and speak with them some more.  I do make it a point though now to say my hellos and I love you's.  

Prophets

If I were a prophet, I'd tell you that all your dreams are real.  That every vision has a seed of fulfillment and outcome in all its purity.  That every heartache you may feel brings a shift to the energy of the universe because there is no heartache which ever exists without first love being there to begin.  As much as it comes so forth uncomfortably it is being released to the earth to come unto you tenfold and more in return once it is let go completely.

If I were a prophet, I'd tell you it's okay because the divinity within you that is YOU surrounds you and is within you and is YOU throughout ALL of your days and IN all of your days.  Even throughout the unspeakable and unthinkable and you surviving nonetheless.  This is how strong and beautiful you are.  This is how strong and vibrant YOUR LIGHT is.  Whatever feeling you may stand in as a result- I pray for them to dissipate that you may come center of your essence and be on your peace.  

If I were a prophet, these words will come to you and hold you from the core so in knowing the truth of these words- you would know all that you need to for all of your days and that you are a prophet too.   

Racquel

Sky and Sea

There will be a time when I will fly above the skies amongst the clouds and birds.  I will feel the crisp air upon my cheek and taste it in my mouth, feel it in my nostrils and eyeballs.  I will be new- just like in my dreams.  Except I'll be able to fly for longer periods of time and when I wake up I'll still be in the air.  Maybe when I go to sleep I'll dream of the land.

There will be a time just the same when I will swim beneath the deepest depths of the sea.  Except it will be as bright as day below- not like oceanographers think today.  I don't know how it'll work whether I will breathe in the water water and filter it through my lungs or something or breathe from within but that is irrelevent.  The important part is I will swim with the fish and even the sharks will be my friends. 

Hmmmm....good idea.

Dreams

I woke up today with a deep sense of gratitude where that well within was before and it is so solid and strong.  I feel very happy about this.  I feel very grateful to have people who care in my life, people who listen to my heart through my words whether I am happy, sad, or in between.

I had a dream this morning with an ostrich and a llama, they were playing and I climbed up a tree.  The ostrich was very cute.  Llama kind of disappeared.  Here is what the dream dictionary said it means

Llama

To see a llama in your dream, represents deep trust, strength and endurance. It may also mean that you are worrying too much and carrying too many problems.

Ostrich

To see an ostrich in your dream, suggests that you are not facing reality and living in a world of your own. You may be in denial or unwilling to accept a situation. Alternatively, the ostrich can symbolize truth and justice.

To dream that you are climbing a tree, signifies that you will achieve your career goals and reach those high places in society.  The degree of difficulty to which you climb the tree will measure the speed of your achievement of these goals.

Yeah, I'd say it's the positive parts of each:)  Thank you dream weaver!!!!!!

:D Joy is now mine because I choose for it to be so

It's time to walk the path, it's time to smile:  My mom sent this to me and I found it inspiring.

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